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WE WISH TO LIVE FOREVER (FEATURING A BRIEF CHRONICLING OF MY LIFE DURING THIS PAST WINTER)

by HARMONY'S CUDDLE PARTY

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EVERYONE IN BOSTON IS IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER IT’S A TOWN FULL OF LOVERS ALWAYS KEEP MY HEAD UP HIGH THE FEELING’S ASTOUNDING HOW THESE ANGELS SURROUND ME THERE’S A SINGLE LIGHT THAT HAUNTS ME IN THE NIGHT SO FAR AWAY WE ARE NOT THE GODS THAT MOTHER WARNED YOU OF NO NEED TO PRAY OH, HEY! WE’RE ALL OKAY!!!!!!! EVERYONE IN BOSTON IS IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER IT’S A TOWN FULL OF LOVERS SOMEONE OUGHT TO TELL THEM THAT THE WORLD’S MADE OF VIOLENCE AND TO LIVE IS TO DYING WE CAN BREAK THE WALL THAT CASTRATES US ALL
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MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKED ME AND I DON’T MIND COMING BACK MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU LOVED ME WHEN YOU CLICK I KNOW I’LL CLACK PARTS OF ME SHIVER LIKE I NEED A BLANKET BABY, NOW YOU KNOW THAT I DIDN’T FAKE IT EVERY LITTLE MOVE IS SO ASTOUNDING THINGS YOU DID IN, ON, AND AROUND ME KNOW YOU’RE TURNING ME ON KNOW YOU’RE TURNING ME ON YOU KNOW THAT EVERY TIME YOU GO AWAY FOR AWHILE EVERY LITTLE MINUTE FEELS LIKE A MILE IT’S HARD TO GET IT GOING WHEN YOU’RE GONE YEA YOU SHOULD KNOW MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKED ME YOU CAME IN CLOSE AND YOU CUT ME BUT IF YOU WOULD COME AROUND AGAIN I KNOW WE COULD GET DOWN MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKED ME BUT NOW I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME AND IF YOU WOULD TOUCH ME ONE MORE TIME I KNOW YOU WOULD BE MINE MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME NOBODY KNOWS HOW BAD I HAVE IT TO NOT HEAR YOUR VOICE CALLING ME A FAGGOT SINCE YOU’VE BEEN GONE MY MINDS BEEN BURNING THERE’S ONLY SO MUCH THAT I CAN LEARN FROM THINKING WHAT IT MIGHT BE LIKE IF WE HAD ONE MORE NIGHT MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKED ME YOU CAME IN CLOSE AND YOU CUT ME BUT IF YOU WOULD COME AROUND AGAIN I KNOW WE COULD GET DOWN MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKED ME BUT NOW I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME AND IF YOU WOULD TOUCH ME ONE MORE TIME I KNOW YOU WOULD BE MINE MY BODY HASN’T BEEN THE SAME
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I HEARD WE WATCHED THE SAME EXACT MOVIE LAST NIGHT IT’S FUNNY HOW OUR LIVES ALWAYS SEEM TO ALIGN MY BEST FRIEND, YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND TILL THE VERY END YOU’RE MINE WE FOUND OUT WE’RE NEUROTIC IN IDENTICAL WAYS GETTING PARANOID WHEN THE FOOD LOOKS STRANGE NO ONE KNOWS HOW HARD IT IS TO BE OUR BRAINS AT NIGHT AND WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN FEEL MY EYES REFLECTED AND EVERYTHING THAT’S AROUND ME NO LONGER FEELS HECTIC FOR ONE SECOND I KNOW THAT WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER TONIGHT WE’RE GONNA LIVE SO HARD THAT WE DIE MY BEST FRIEND, YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND TILL THE VERY END YOU’RE MINE EVERYONE IS SAYING WE’RE EXACTLY THE SAME TWO PEAS IN A POD TWO ROCK AND ROLL DAMES WHEN WE MEET OUT ON YOUR STREET IT’S NOT TOO LONG BEFORE I’M SANE AND I KNOW THAT IF YOU SPREAD YOUR MOUTH OPEN WIDE THEN I COULD SEE THE GLOW FROM YOUR HEART INSIDE MY BEST FRIEND, YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND
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I’M NOT HERE TO KISS MY BEST FRIEND WE’RE ALONE IN MY BED AND I’M STROKING HER HAIR THERE’S NOWHERE LOW MY FINGERS LONG TO GO IF TIME WERE HERE HE’D GIVE MY HOUR BACK THE DAWN HAS JUST CRACKED NOW I’M RUBBING HER BACK THESE CROWS AND MOWS ARE BEGGING “BABY, NO!” GIRLS WANNA FUCK ME SO I GUESS I’M NOT UGLY AND I’M NOT YOUR TYPE AS OF THREE YEARS AGO AND IF I HAD DONE IT THEN THIS IS HOW I WOULD HAVE DID IT FIRST A KISS THAT IS JUST FOR YOU, MISS NOT ON THE LIPS, ON THE CHEEK YOU’RE IN BLISS AND I ASK ABOUT **** ******* I KNOW * HASN’T TOUCHED YOU IN WEEKS WAIT A SEC, LET ME TEND TO YOUR NECK MAYBE A BIT BY THE EARS ALL OF YOUR WORDS QUICKLY BECOME ABSURD TIME FOR OUR MOUTHS TO DRAW NEAR I’M AFRAID SO I HEAD FOR YOUR BRAIN AND STAY THERE AS LONG AS I CAN YOU SHOULD GO, MAYBE NOT, I DON’T KNOW BUT I CAN’T STOP HOLDING YOUR HAND AND AT THAT POINT THE GUILT OVERTAKES ME WHAT WOULD MY LOVE THINK? I THINK SHE MIGHT HATE ME! NO ONE TO SAVE ME WHY DO ALL GOOD GIRLS TURN BAD?!?!? BUT I DIDN’T KISS MY BEST FRIEND THE SONG WOULD BE DIFFERENT IF THAT HAD HAPPENED
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THIS IS A CHANCE TO BE MEAN WHAT YOU SAY WILL NOT BE SEEN AS A REFLECTION OF REALITY THIS IS A CHANCE TO SPEAK YOUR MIND QUICKLY RUNNING OUT OF TIME WHEN IT’S OVER YOU WILL FIND THAT IT WAS FINE TO SPEAK YOUR MIND IF WHAT YOU MEAN IS MEAN THEN YOU PROBABLY SHOULDN’T MEAN IT AND ONCE THE TRUTH IS FREE NEVER ASK ME TO REPEAT IT IT’S WHAT YOU’RE DOOMED TO BE AND THE REST ARE DOOMED TO READ IT SAY WHAT YOU MEAN THIS IS A CHANCE TO FINALLY SAY ALL OF THE THOUGHTS YOU TURNED AWAY THERE’S NO WAY KEEP THEM AWAY EVERYONE’S COME TO HEAR THE HYMN MAYBE ONE WILL LOOK LIKE THEM BURIED DEEP BENEATH THE STEM THERE’S A WORD FOR EVERY ONE OF THEM IF WHAT YOU MEAN IS MEAN THEN YOU’RE PROBABLY JUST A MEANIE YOU PASS IT AS A GLEAM BUT THE REST ALREADY SEEN IT IF WHAT YOU MEAN IS MEAN THEN YOU PROBABLY SHOULDN’T MEAN IT AND ONCE THE TRUTH IS FREE THEY WON’T WANT YOU TO REPEAT IT THEIR VIEW IS MUCH MORE SCENIC NOW THEY’RE HEATED, BETTER BEAT IT SAY WHAT YOU MEAN THIS IS A CHANCE TO BE MEAN WHAT YOU SAY WILL NOT BE SEEN AS A REFLECTION OF REALITY
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NICO, LEAVE MY UNDERGROUND VELVET I ADORE YOU FREAKING THAT I MIGHT MAKE YOU HELLISH IF I’M MOURNFUL FOR OLD ONE WITH WEATHER TURNED COLD NICO, I HAVE CALLED YOU MY BEST FRIEND AND I MEAN IT SOMETIMES I NEED YOU TO BE GENTLE WHEN I’M SCREAMING IN PAIN FEEL YOU REACHING MY BRAIN IN THE FUTURE YOU CAME BUT I STILL HAVE SOME WAYS I TOLD YOU ONCE THAT I DON’T CARE
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I USED TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND THAT LIVES IN VERMONT BUT THEN SHE GOT COLD AND IT BROKE MY HEART KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS MY BEST FRIEND I DIDN’T CRY YOU KNOW I DIDN’T BAWL IT’S STRANGE HOW I DON’T FEEL MUCH AT ALL KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS MY BEST FRIEND I THOUGHT I WOULDN’T DO IT I THOUGHT IT COULDN’T BE BUT IT ALL HAPPENED SO NATURALLY THESE LAST FEW MONTHS WE’VE BEEN REALLY CLOSE BUT I JUST SAW IT AS A THOUGHT AT MOST KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS MY BEST FRIEND A FEW HOURS AFTER WE BROKE UP IT ALL HAPPENED WITHOUT A THOUGHT KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS, KISS MY BEST FRIEND I THOUGHT I WOULDN’T DO IT I THOUGHT OUR LIPS WOULDN’T MEET BUT IT ALL HAPPENED SO NATURALLY I THOUGHT I WOULDN’T DO IT I THOUGHT IT COULDN’T BE BABY, YOU’RE A NATURAL AT KISSING ME
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I LIKE PEEING ON GIRLS I LIKE PEEING ON BOYS I LIKE PEEING ON EVERYBODY IT FILLS ME WITH JOY I DON’T CARE WHAT COLOR YOU ARE YOU’RE ALL YELLOW TO ME I DON’T CARE WHAT COLOR YOU ARE YOU’RE ALL YELLOW TO ME EVERY MORNING I WAKE UP AND THINK ABOUT HOW IT’S SO GLORIOUS THAT I LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE I CAN BE DROWNED IN BUCKETS OF PISS IF I WAS QUEEN OF EVERYTHING HERE I WOULD HAVE BUT ONE DECREE FOR EVERYBODY TO LINE UP AND TAKE TURNS COVERING ME IN PEE AND IF THERE COMES A TIME WE COME UP LEMON RINDS I’LL CRY AWAY I’LL TAKE IT AS A SIGN TO END THIS LIFE OF MINE ATOP THE HIGHEST BUILDING I CAN FIND BUT DON’T FORGET I’LL ALWAYS BE YOUR PISS SLAVE DON’T FORGET I’LL ALWAYS BE YOUR PISS SLAVE DON’T FORGET I’LL ALWAYS BE YOUR PISS SLAVE DON’T FORGET I’LL ALWAYS BE YOUR
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SOME OF THE BOYS GOT KIND OF LAME IT’S HARD TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED JUMPING FOR JOY HAUNTING IN PAIN STAY IN YOUR LANE, OLD HAS-BEEN I CAUGHT YOU GREETING A GIRL LIKE SAGE WHO WAS HALF YOUR AGE ASSIGNING SEATING TO BABY STRAYS AND FUTURE LAYS BUT I BELIEVE THEY ALL WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH THE REST OF US SOME DAY I DO BELIEVE THEY’LL FALL IN LOVE WITH THE REST OF US ARE YOU A BOY? IT’S HARDER TO SAY I TEND TO DECAY WHEN STRADDLING GOD IS ANNOYED HE WAITS FOR THE DAY HE’LL MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT EACH MORNING EATING A BISCUIT STALE SPREAD WITH FRESH EMAILS YOUR SOUL’S DEPLETING I’LL POST YOUR BAIL TO GET OUT OF JAIL AND I BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH THE REST OF US SOME DAY I DO BELIEVE YOU’LL FALL IN LOVE WITH THE REST OF US
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I DO MY BEST TO THINK ABOUT THE LIGHT AND HOW I AM INVITED TO THE PARTY EVERY TIME IT SEEMS SOMETIMES NO MATTER HOW I TRY I JUST CAN’T SEE TO FIND IT, NO I JUST CAN’T SEE TO FIND IT, NO SO SORRY HARMONY, TODAY I’M GONNA WALLOW SO SORRY HARMONY, TODAY I’M GONNA MOURN I HOPE YOU DON’T TAKE IT TOO PERSONALLY WHEN I SAY I WISH THAT YOU WERE NEVER BORN I CAN’T RELY ON ANY GIRL OR GUY THEY’LL EITHER MOVE AWAY OR THE DAY WILL COME WHERE THEY’RE MEAN TO ME I KNOW THIS CAN’T BE TRUE I SHOULD REALLY LOVE MYSELF BUT I’M SO SCARED OF LOSING YOU BUT YOU ARE NOT MY HEART, YOU ARE NOT MY HEART MY HEART BELONGS TO ME I DO MY BEST BUT IT’S NOT ALWAYS ENOUGH I JUST CARE ABOUT PEOPLE SO MUCH MORE THAN OTHER STUFF SO SORRY HARMONY, TODAY I’M GONNA WALLOW SO SORRY HARMONY, TODAY I’M GONNA CRY JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU DON’T REALLY MEAN IT WHEN YOU THINK IT WOULD BE PREFERABLE TO DIE SO SORRY HARMONY, TODAY THE LIGHT ESCAPES YOU SO SORRY HARMONY, THE DEMONS WIN THE FIGHT KNOW I BELIEVE IN YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SOON ENOUGH IT WILL BE ALRIGHT
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I WISH TO MAKE YOU ANGRY BUT I ONLY HAVE THE TRUTH EVERYTHING I’LL EVER LOSE HAS BEEN LOST SO I’LL FEUD IF IT COSTS ME BEEN FEELING BETTER LATELY BUT I MISS AN OPEN BOOK EVERY ONE THAT I MISTOOK FOR MYSELF WHEN YOU CLOSED MINE HOSTILELY AND YEAH, I TOLD CELESTE THAT SHE WOULD FIND LOVE AGAIN AND WHILE I WISH HER THE BEST CAN I SAY THE SAME FOR ME? I’M PICKIER THAN BRATTY KIDS AND NO ONE SHINES BRIGHTER THAN THIS I STARE, I SMILE, AND THEN I KISS THE END SO YOU’RE LOOKING FOR A LADY WITH A BODY JUST LIKE MINE BUT ALL YOU’LL EVER FIND IS A BOY WITH A MIND LIKE DRAWSTRINGS NOBODY EVER ANSWERS WHEN YOU TRY TO TELL THE TRUTH THAT ALL I WANNA DO IS VIEW THROUGH THE EYES THAT LOST ME I MUST ADMIT THAT I USED TO FIND THE WORLD A LITTLE HAPPIER THIS HEARTBROKEN TUNE IS EVEN OLDER THAN A CLAVIER BUT I’VE LOST IT BEFORE IN TIME THERE’S ALWAYS MORE I’LL GET UP OFF THE FLOOR AND BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE IF ONLY SOMEONE KNOWS MY NAME I KNOW IT ALL WILL BE OKAY IT’S NOT HARD TO PRONOUNCE OR SAY JUST SCRAMBLE UP THE OLD ONE THE LAST FEW TIMES I FELT MOST LOVED MY PRETTY LOVERS MINDS WERE DRUNK THEY SAID IT LIKE I HAD A GUN AND THEY MEANT EACH WORD EXCEPT FOR ONE SO IF MY TIME IS BLEEDING OUT I’LL STUFF EACH SENTENCE THROUGH YOUR MOUTH UNTIL THOSE BIRDS START POURING OUT AND I CAN SAY TA-DA! TA-DA! WON’T YOU TAKE A BOW? TA-DA! TA-DA! AREN’T YOU HAPPY NOW? I’VE BEEN CALLING SAFETY EVERY DAY TURN OFF THE LIGHTS AND HIT THE HAY THE JOKES YOU WERE AFRAID TO SAY ARE LAYING THERE BESIDE ME I KNOW WE HOLD THE SAME DAMN THINGS BUT MINE’S NOT SCARED OF WEARING RINGS EACH STEP JUST GIVES YOU BROKEN WINGS SO LET THEM OUT AND YOU CAN SAY TA-DA!
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HEY HARMONY DON’T FORGET YOU’RE ALWAYS WELCOME TO THE PARTY WE’LL MAKE YOU FEEL FREE ETERNALLY HEY HARMONY YOUR WORK MAY BE BORING BUT WHEN YOU’RE HERE YOU’LL SEE ANGELIC MELODY IN EVERYTHING HEY HARMONY IF YOU TRY TO FIND THE TIME THEN IT WILL DOUBLE IN YOUR MIND AND WHEN THE DEMONS COME AT NIGHT THEN THEY WILL TRY TO STEAL YOUR LIGHT BUT WE WILL ALWAYS BE PATIENT AND GRACIOUS EVERY HOUR AFTER DAY SHIFT, VACATION HERE’S TO ALL OF THE BEST PARTS OF YOUR DAY THEY’RE HERE TO STAY HEY HARMONY DON’T FORGET YOU’RE ALWAYS WELCOME TO THE PARTY WE’LL MAKE YOU FEEL FREE ETERNALLY HEY HARMONY YOUR WORK MAY BE BORING BUT WHEN YOU’RE HERE YOU’LL SEE ANGELIC MELODY IN EVERYTHING HEY HARMONY THERE ARE GHOSTS EVERYWHERE BUT TO BE HONEST THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT YOUR LIFE AND YOUR AFFAIRS SO GO AHEAD, LET DOWN YOUR HAIR WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER TO SEVER ANY WORD THAT’S RESEMBLING “NEVER” FANTASY IS NOT ONLY REAL IN SONG IT’S ALL ALONG HEY HARMONY NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA HEY HARMONY NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA HEY HARMONY NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA HEY HARMONY NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA HEY HARMONY
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I WISH TO MAKE BIG BEAUTY TOGETHER TAKING MY TIME TO FIND OUT WHAT’S MINE NO BETTER WAY TO FEEL OUR FEATHERS JUST UP AND FLY I WANNA FEEL THAT FEELING SWEEP OVER BORROWED FROM GOD TO WASH OUT THE FLAWS SO SOBERING WHEN IT’S ALL OVER WE’LL UP AND FLY PEOPLE ARE WILD YES PEOPLE ARE LOVELY HOLDING THE HAND FROM WATER TO SAND SONS, DAUGHTERS, ALL PEOPLE ARE LOVING THIS SURE WON’T DIE EVERYONE HERE HAS IT INSIDE THEM THAT’S HOW THEY’RE MADE THERE’S NO NEED FOR SHAME IT’S BETTER TO REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE BRING BEAUTY I WISH TO MAKE BIG BEAUTY FOREVER YOU’LL DO IT TOO EVERY, ALL, YOU NO BETTER WAY TO FEEL OUR FEATHERS JUST UP AND FLY JUST UP AND FLY JUST UP AND FLY

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WE CREATE WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT ALL IS BORN INTO IRRELEVANCE. THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS THAT WOULD PLAGUE US FOR ETERNITY. WE TRAP THEM IN THEIR OWN CONTAINED FOREVER.

THE PARTYYS TRIUMPHANT RETURN TO DIGITAL. WHAT AM I STICKING MY FLAG IN? MORE REMIXES THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE. JESUS CHRIST. IF ANYONE HAS AN 8 TRACK FOR A REASONABLE PRICE PLEASE CONTACT ME. MY YEARS LONG RECOVERY FROM FEAR OF THE PERSONAL. THIS IS THE TUMOR. MAYBE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THAT. OR UGLIER. I LOVE IT. ENJOY. NOW.

YES BOSS - KLEENEX GIRL WONDER
THE POD - WEEN
STEVE MCQUEEN - PREFAB SPROUT
THE UNSEEN - QUASIMOTO
REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU - KIMYA DAWSON
GARFIELD - ADAM GREEN
WONDERUE - LITTLE WINGS
TURN THE LIVINGROOM INTO A DANCE FLOOR - THE UMPTEENS
AW HELL NO - KEYBOARD
THREE STATES: RARITIES 1997-2007 - DEAR NORA
VOLCANIC BIRD ENEMY AND THE VOICED CONCERN - LIL UGLY MANE
ALIEN LANES - GUIDED BY VOICES
ANSWERING MACHINE MUSIC - CASIOTONE FOR THE PAINFULLY ALONE
DEMONSTRATION TAPES - DOLLY MIXTURE
PURPLE MOUNTAINS - PURPLE MOUNTAINS
WITH LOVE FROM… - THE HIT PARADE
SONGS - JOHN MAUS
LOVE YOU - THE BEACH BOYS
SPEAK KINDLY OF YOUR VOLUNTEER FIRE DEPARTMENT - ROBERT POLLARD WITH DOUG GILLARD

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released July 21, 2023

ALL SONGS AND PERFORMANCES BY THE CUDDLE PARTY
THE PART OF THE SMALL FRENCH BOY ON A LULLABY FOR THE PAST IS PLAYED BY AMANI CAVENDER
WHISTLE SOLO ON I WISH TO FLY WITH YOU BY MAIREAD GUY

ALBUM ART/ILLUSTRATION BY SAM SWAP

SPECIAL THANKS AMANI, OWEN, KAYDE, MATT, MADDY, ANGIE, CELESTE, BEA, SEAN, RILEY, DAN, AMAR

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